Monday, November 26, 2007
surprises, duped and something new
Thursday, November 22, 2007
latest read - The Five People You Meet In Heaven
The Five People You Meet In Heaven – Mitch Albom
I was skeptical about reading another Mitch Albom book since Tuesdays With Morrie and For One More Day left little effect on me. I don’t see why they have been raving about the author so much. With The Five People You Meet In Heaven, I can say that it’s the only book from Mitch Albom that I like so far. Maybe the others need another read through but I’ll have to leave that to some other day. Other books are calling out my name to be read.
While reading, I gathered some excerpts that I like from the book. Here they are:
[pg34] Heaven can be found in the most unlikely corners
[pg 35] People think of heaven as a paradise garden, a place where they can float on clouds and laze in rivers and mountains. But scenery without solace is meaningless.
[pg 49] Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know.
[pg101] All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.
[pg126] Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of them. They move on. They move away. The moments that used to define them – a mother’s approval, a father’s nod – are covered by moments of their own accomplishments. It is not until much later, as the skin sags and the heart weakens, that children understand; their stories, and all their accomplishments, sit atop the stories of their mothers and fathers, stones upon stones, beneath the waters of their lives.
[pg155] People say they “find” love, as if it were an object hidden by a rock. But love takes many forms, and it is never the same for any man and woman. What people find is a certain love.
[pg164] Love, like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy. But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourish from below, tending to its roots, keeping itself alive.
[pg173] “Lost love is still love, Eddie. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see their smiles or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around the dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.”
“Life has to end,” she said. “Love doesn’t.”
[Last words] …: that each affects the other and the other affect the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one.
Yes, indeed, we are all stories on this blue rock.
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Hun’s leaving for
I think I should seriously plan to go over to
Anyway, Tuesday 20th Nov, rushed home after sorting out some stuff at work and of course, when you’re rushing, there’s always going to be a traffic jam. Naturally, right? Turns out Hun got stuck in a jam too. Dinner was at Luk Yu Tea House, Starhill at my request since I adore the Dim Sum there. The only place I’ll go for Dim Sum. By the time we finished, it was late. So I didn’t get to walk around.
Wednesday 21st Nov, what a mad day at work; rushing here and there and preparing for the ns2 workshop that I’m suppose to conduct for one session tomorrow which reminds me that I need to look at the slides again before retiring tonight. I mean, even if you don’t really like what you’re doing, don’t make a fool out of yourself, right?
Today, I feel like shooting some pool. So, it’s The Social, Bangsar. Surprisingly their nasi goreng is quite yummy....
[upon returning from dinner] Hmm... bizarre in a surreal kind of way... You know how an incident can make or break someone's perspective of someone else, well, this is definitely one of them.
Thursday 22nd Nov 2007
1. Hun says that I'm in a bubble and that I have floated away to a point that I am taking things for granted. He says it's because I'm absolutely pampered and spoilt beyond redemption! Gosh! Is there such a thing? Am I??But to be truthful, he's got a point. I hope it will not be something bad that will bring me back down to earth. Floating around feels kinda good. But the drawback is that sometimes you lose perspective of real life and it's making me really scatter-brained!
Keyword for today: perspective!
2. You know you are not at peace when you wake up in the morning and still feel tired.
3. Workshop was ok although at some moments, I myself was not sure what I was saying. Ha ha ha... Since participants are novices, so it was mostly just logical frying (goreng!). Ha ha ha...
Monday, November 19, 2007
Cadaques Orchestra
Toyota Classics 2007
Cadaques Orchestra from Spain

To start of, FUH - YOH!
But this is the first time I’ve heard him as himself, being a new fan and all. Gosh, how much I’ve missed!
When is he going to have a show at No Black Tie or An Evening with Sean Ghazi again?? Sighh…
Saturday, November 17, 2007
MPO - Swan Lake
Carl Davis conductor
Tchaikovsky
Ballet - my first love.

When I bought tickets online for this MPO presentation, I thought that it was just going to be the scores from
I was afraid to blink lest I miss any part of it. Some of it was so beautiful and perfect that I think I had a brain freeze! You know, your eyes take it in but the emotions that it brought was so overwhelming that your body feels numb, in a state of disbelief. And your eyes just keep taking it in…
… Oh yeah, by the way, the orchestra was good.
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrows
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining
For you
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear maybe ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Lost (Michael Buble/ Jann Arden/ Alan Chang)
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying
Summer turned to winter
And the snow, it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
When you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe you're not lost
When your world’s crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe you're not lost
Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Though things have seemed to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
When you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe you're not lost
When the world’s crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby you're not lost
I said, baby you're not lost
I said, baby you're not lost
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
my Coach
...Better post this before my meeting at 2.30...
This morning I was driving to work and thinking about how fortunate I am.
November last year, it was such a feeling of despair, sorrow and utter hopelessness. Life then was just terrible. Plain terrible.
How things have and can change?
Last night, my sweetheart and I went out for dinner at Pavilion. It was not my intention to shop. Just wanted to spend more time with him... and of course, dinner.
Walked into Coach and my dear sweetheart got me a lovely Coach handbag. For what reason?
He says just because I wanted it!
Oh yeah! And a pair of sunnies too!
See, embarrassing it is to admit, as a teenager, I felt so deprived of material things. I know, I know. It sounds so materialistic and superficial but I was a kid! I didn’t know any better.
So anyway, the memory, it was of little me (ok, not so little la.. teenage me) desperately wanting a new school bag because mine was erm..., yucky looking and, AND quite old.
I got it years and years ago at Globe Silk Store ok! It was just ugly! Simply ugly!
I asked Mom and she replied with a few questions: "Is it torn? Can it not be used anymore?". Of course the answer to both questions is no.
Lacking the tact to weasel things out of my parents which by the way, my younger sister is an expert at, I was stuck with it till the end of my high-school days.
The misery!
Being in a school where kids were from well-to-do families and me being the middle-class kid, was tough! Emotionally tough. You just don't feel like you fit in.
I looked at kids with envy at all their branded stuff strutting around and feeling so good about themselves. How lucky they were to get what their hearts desire.
Look at me today. Lucky, lucky me!
It's not so much about the bag but the fact that I found someone who loves me so much that he is willing to give me everything my heart desires.
When you find someone like that, hold on tight with BOTH HANDS!
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Found this short article from The Sun Tuesday Nov 13, 2007, pg 26, by Dr James Dobson @ Focus on the Family
Stop that comparison
Someone once said that comparison is the root of all inferiority. How true that is.
When you look at another person's strength and compare them to your own weaknesses, there is just no way to come out feeling good about yourself. Young people are especially vulnerable to the game of comparison.
A while back, I was speaking to a group of teenagers at a conference, and I'll never forget the question posed by one young man.
He said: "It seems that everyone has more to offer than I do. I envy the guys who are better looking than I am or more athletic or smarter. I just don't measure up. How can I deal with my own insecurities?"
The problem he was describing is a common one among young men and women. Even at a young age, our self-image are shaped by how we stack up against our peers.
It's not how tall we are that matters - it's who is the tallest. It's not how fast we can run - it's who runs fastest. It's not how smart we are - it's who is the smartest.
Thus begins a pattern of self-doubt that often becomes all-consuming during adolescence.
The answer I gave that young man is one that many teenagers need to hear: when you pit yourself against the best and brightest, you are merely setting yourself up for failure.
Mental health begins with an acceptance of life as it is and a willingness to make the most of the unique strengths and talents you've been given.
When that is achieved, comparison with others is no longer a relevant issue.
Monday, November 12, 2007
my weekend...
I got two pair of shoes from Lewre and two dresses from Robinsons. Shopping babeh!! I’ve fallen in love with what Robinsons can offer in terms of dresses. My new fav place for dresses!
I finished reading For One More Day by Mitch Albom while waiting to get my hair cut this morning. I have been procrastinating finishing this book for over a week. I have no idea why I did that since it's such a thin book and an easy read. Anyhow, I don’t know why but the book didn’t have the “umph” impact on me. The same goes for his other book, Tuesdays with Morrie. I liked 3 things about the book:
That’s a new way at looking at a marriage!
I surprised myself that I can still hit the ball. Hahaha... Have not held a cue for maybe more than 5 years! Though, my aim is still horrible!
Fun... Definitely playing pool again real soon...
Monday, November 5, 2007
more quotes...
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The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
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If you do not get out of the box you have been raised in, you would not understand how much bigger the world is.
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Those who love at first sight are traitors at every glance!
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If you believe in love at first sight, then you'll never stop looking.
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Life is not measured with breaths we take. It is measured with moments that are breath-taking.
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Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember somone you never knew.
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They laugh at me because I am different.
I Laught at them because they are all the same.
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At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't expect it. It's like, one day, you realize that the fairy tale maybe slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important, happy ever after, just that it's happy right now.
See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while, people may even take your breath away - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
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The best thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return - Moulin Rouge
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Sometimes, the hardest thing and the right thing are the same - The Fray
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Boundaries don't keep people out. They fence you in - Grey's Anatomy
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Sunday, November 4, 2007
3rd viewing of P Ramlee The Musical
4th Nov 2007 1pm
Yesterday was my third screening of P Ramlee The Musical - 3rd Nov Matinee. This time I went with my office mates, Dr Chua and Dr Khairul. My rave review about the musical might have had something to do with their decision to watch it even though only RM180 and RM200 tickets were available. We went for the RM200 tickets in the end coz that meant better seats. I should apply to be Sean's publicist at Baby Grand. I think I'll be great!
They were utterly impressed by the vocals of Sean Ghazi whom I was also raving about endlessly at work. Ha ha... Dr Chua purchased Sean's CD Semalam and later in the evening SMS-ed me that the CD is excellent! Siti could not make it for this extra show and was replaced by Nadia Aqilah Bajuri. Thank goodness I had a program book for I would not be able to tell who's who.
I brought my binoculars this time since I want to be able to see the facial expressions of the actor/actresses this time round. That's the whole point of theater. Thank God I brought one since sitting in Grand Circle 2 is waaaay too far. I could hardly make out their faces. But the sound and music were much clearer and defined from here. Can't have everything, huh? Next time, no more sitting there. Downstairs is better without a doubt. Speaking of binoculars, I cannot recall where I've dropped or placed it. Sighh...
Anyway, with reference to the two shows I saw, unfortunately, this show felt like it was kinda rushed and the ensemble feel a bit un-ensemble. I didn't know it at the time but I thought that this matinee show was going to be the last show but it was only after meeting Chedd (a.k.a. Sukardi) after the show that I was told the last show was that night! No wonder it did not feel like the casts were giving their all! Explains a lot...
Act 1
Little Azizah was played by Rachel Wesley and I must say that Lynn played little Azizah better. The two earlier shows I went featured Lynn.
Sean's rendition of Azizah was amazing and as an opening song, it really shows Sean's brilliant voice and ability to slur the letter "r" in the word "syurga".
Nadia played Azizah and because of that, there were physical contact between Ramlee and Azizah in this show. I think that helped with conveying the true feelings and affection between Azizah and Ramlee.
Then of course, the train, THE TRAIN! Spectacular! The visual of the train travelling in a tunnel is quite impressive. Kudos to the set producers. The ensemble here is really nice.
The comic relief of P Ramlee's marriage to Junaidah (Atilia) still cracks me up especially the look on Sean's face! Also the wailing of Junainah...! Hilarious... Atilia's singing takes my heart away. The power and sincerity in her voice is incredible.
Then comes Sean's solo of Hujan Di Tengahari. Zero props, just him under the spotlight. Audiences then begin to take notice of how spectacular Sean's voice is and his ability to give such a heart-wrenching interpretation of the song especially at the end with one octave higher.
"...Ku sangka panas hingga ke petang, Rupanya hujan di tengahari."
Gives me goosebumps thinking about it now. It was so emotionally charged.
Act 2
Truth be told, Melissa as Norizan can't sing but the break-up scene between her and Sean always steals the show and you can feel the audience totally absorbed by the moment.
The breakdown of Ramlee after the fight scene with Sean's singing of "Di Mana Kan Ku Cari Ganti" is something amazing. So sorrowful was the singing, you really felt for P Ramlee who was devastated by another failed marriage and was again so alone.
Next came to me the highlight of the show - scenes between Saloma (Liza Hanim) and P Ramlee. The casting is just spot on! The chemistry between Liza and Sean is perfect. They are able to play off each other amazingly. "Senandung Kasih" brought about more laughs.
But the biggest laugh was the shooting of "Gelora". Everyone was in stitches with the flirting between the two. The mix of reality flirting and film shooting was genius. By that scene, everyone was in love with the musical.
The ensemble performance on the closing down of Malay Film Production was quite long and draggy in my opinion.
The closing scene between P Ramlee and Saloma with Sean singing wearily "Air Mata di Kuala Lumpur" was again heart-wrenching. You do get a bit teary-eyed at that moment. Then, you will smile a little smile when the scene ends with them calling each other "Remy" and "Sally" affectionately.
Such a beautiful production. I'm sad that it's over for this season. I bought the storybook of this production and there are some good photos of the cast and ensemble.
I can't wait for the release of the music CD! I find I'm humming the songs constantly...
By the way, "Hujan Di Tengahari" is featured in Sean's album Semalam but at a more upbeat tempo.
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